4-7-2023 It is not looking hopeful

This UTI, which seemed mild at first, has just gotten worse and worse. Linda has gone from being interactive and talking to being largely unresponsive, all in just a few days. Her hands and arms are starting to swell--one of our caregivers, who is also an RN, says that is often a sign of kidney failure.

Today, all she has eaten has been a couple of small bowls of yogurt and some smoothie. She has taken it in with eyes closed as we've fed it to her. Otherwise, she no longer speaks and is too weak to move.

For whatever reason, the antibiotics do not seem to be working this time. We will continue to hope, but her condition is not looking good. Thank you so much for keeping Linda in your thoughts. 

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